I can tell it is working

I am trying to stay positive!!! I know I know it is hard!!! But why let things get you down when you can't change them. There are certain things I just can't change. 1 is that my house is always going to be a little messy. Thats just how it is with kids. 2 is that my kids are going to fight. They are kids, and that is what kids do sometimes. 3 I am going to be a stay at home mom for the rest of my life, so I just need to sit back and enjoy all the chaos. There are some people who would love to be a stay at home mom. I do, I just get bored, but I have found that I just need to do what I want. I need to just try things. I can tell I am happier, and it feels good.