So lots of you know the situation with my BM (Birth Mom). She wasn't around much when I was little. My parents were divorced when I was two and a half. At the age of about 7 my mom just took off. For a long time I didn't even know where she was. I don't want to bore you , but our relationship has been off and on. But the last time I prayed about inviting her back into mine and my families lives. I got a very strong answer that if I could get over the past, and trust her that I should have a relationship with her. So I did. We have had a great relationship.
Then she decided that she was going to move to Missouri. I was a little shocked! I posted about this a little earlier. I knew it was going to be ok. I was ok with this. Josh and I picked her up from the airport dropped her and Stan off at there house to finish things up. I asked her when she thought they were going to leave again. She said Friday. So I had planned to go out and say my good byes on Thursday. But I got a phone call today at about fish saying that they were already on the road. They had closed on the old house got the check and they were on their way.
I didn't know what to say!! I was kind of choked up, and all these sad feelings came over me. I just couldn't believe that I didn't get to say good bye to her. I just felt like a little kids who's mom just left!! All the bad feelings from when I was younger came back. I know if I said something to her she would feel bad. I don't want that. I just had to get over it.
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