I dislike Memorial day

I know that is kind of mean, but I do! As I dragged myself to the graves this year, I just teared up. We celebrate our loved ones on this day, but to tell you the truth I would rather have them here celebrating Birthdays and Holidays with us. For some reason even though I know I am going to be with them again, that just doesn't comfort me. Again could be years. I tear up because I see how much they have missed out on, and how much I miss them and our great hugs, and conversations we used to have.
I have been feeling bad for my neighbors kids this last couple of weeks. They lost their mom, who raised them alone and to see how they hurt, I know their pain. I loved haveing Jenean for a neighbor she was a great lady and so young still. You just never know what is going to happen.Cherish every day you have with your loved ones, because the day will come too soon when they are no longer here.