On my soap box

So sometimes at the spur of the moment, I will ask Josh if he can stay home. More than not he says NO, I have a meeting, or I am to busy with this job,but once this job is over I will take some time off. So then I end up getting my feelings hurt. Feeling like I am not important, and that work ALWAYS comes first.
Lastnight was one of those nights. After I asked him, he says to me "why do you like to live in the past?" meaning like we did in high school. I start to cry, and say because back then I used to feel important.Now days it seems like we hardly spend time together, and when we do it's rushed, or in the evening for a couple of hours before bed.
Back in the day he would drop everything to just hang out with me. I was always first. He spoiled me way to much. We didn't really do anything,We would go to Layton Hills mall, or up to Park City and just spend all day together. It was awesome mainly because we were supposed to be at school and work. I loved days like that.
I know I should get off my soap box.
I know he works hard to provide for our family, but gosh darn it sometimes I wish work came LAST!!