Tuesday, October 16, 2007

Happy With Myself

Tonight as I am sitting here in my livingroom, I am thinking to myself that I am at peace. I am happy with me. It seems so weird to say that after the 5 months a crap I have had, but I can look in the mirror and I love the person I see. I am happy with my life. Right now I feel like life can't get any better. I was teasing a friend and told her that I was going to die, everything just feels so good right now and it hasn't been that way for a while. My grandma said that the other day and my dad couldn't sleep. She knew a lady that had happened to. She felt great better than usual, and she went and visited friends that day and then that night in her sleep she died. When I leave this world I want to have no grudges and be at peace with my life. Now that I have bored you all with my nonsense I am going to go.

3 comments:

Carly said...

I am happy you are happy! You are an amazing friend, mom, wife, and woman, and I am lucky to know you! Keep smiling!

kelly said...

good girl.

Anonymous said...

That is a great place to be and you have found it...what a great accomplishment. Hold on to it...life tends to rock the boat quite a bit and it makes us loose sight. You're wonderful...be happy!