Holy Cow

It seems like it has been forever!  So many things have happened since the last post. We are in our house!! I couldn't be more excited to have our own space again. We are still settling in. It seems weird but when we moved in I didn't feel like Oh WOW I have a new house, it just felt like it was mine all along. I was kind of bummed out but I think in the end I knew it was where I was supposed to be.
There have been some hard feelings. I really miss all my buddies in my Orchard 1st ward. The first day in my new ward people were nice and said hi and introduced themselves, but in relief society I sat on the back row for a good 15 mins with out one Hello. I seriously started to tear up. Its just not the warm loving place like what I am use to. I didn't want to go back. Maybe I am bias, but there is no place like the Orchard 1st ward. I just felt like my hands were tied. My family needed a new fresh start. We needed to move. But yet I feel like I needed all the love that ward was giving.
The kids are doing good. Lili feels the same way I do and I believe Mary does too. There are more girls in the neighborhood to hang with but its going to take some time.
I too have been missing my mom. She had become sick since she has moved, and just can't seem to get on top of it. They think they have finally found out what is causing all the pain which is 5 blown disks in her back one which is pushing in on her sciatic and causing her not to be able to walk. So hopefully they can fix the problem and she will be back to good.