It seems like a dream

That's how I feel. My baby boy turns 16 tomorrow.I just can't believe it! I can still remember walking from our condo in Woods Cross up to my grandmas house in Bountiful/NSL on New Years Eve trying to get Josh to come. I wanted him to be born on New Years day, but he had other plans. He came On the day after January 2nd.
I can't imagine my life with out him. He is everything I had ever dreamed for in a kid. He was and still is the apple of my eye. He is the best kids a mother could ask for(all my kids are).
Theres not a day that goes by that he doesn't make me proud. He loves old people and is very respectful and helpful to everyone. You need help, he is there. He has the biggest heart and his looks aren't too bad, from what I hear everyone loves him, or wants to be him(Just Kidding).
Josh you are the light of my life, and you have been from the minute I knew I was pregnant with you. You have made me one PROUD mom. There is nothing in this world that you could do to change that. I know that are getting older, and that you are going to be making some wrong decisions, but I want you to know that I am here for you. I am your mom, and I will always love you no matter what decisions you make in life. If you need my help, or just someone to listen to you I am here for you.
I am proud of you and all the things you do, even the stupid ones. I love the group of friends that you hang out with. They are all great kids.
Josh I love that you still love to hug me, and kiss me on the cheek, even in front of your friends. I love that you jump on my lap while I am sitting on the couch. I love that you tease me, and that we are honest with each other.
Thank you Josh for making one of my biggest dreams come true. I am excited to see where your life goes, and what choices you make.
Love FOREVER
You Mom.