Wednesday, November 30, 2011

Sometimes!!

Sometimes I just can't let things go!! I know that it the end it is just going to put me in a bad mood, but I let it happen. Sometimes I wish I could just forget about things and move on.
Why can't I just be happy for what I have now. We have worked so hard to mamke it on our own. I know I just need to be happy about it.
To think that when we first go married we were making about $6 and hour. When we had Joshie I think it was maybe $8. Then when we had bubba we were making $10. How did we do it? I have NO IDEA!!
We have come so far!! I am so proud of my hubby and how hard he works. He has made us a good life.
God doesn't give us more than we can handle I do know that. And I do know that there is a reason why things happen even if we don't understand why. Some day we might, or we may never know why.
In the end we need to just be grateful for what we have and not dwell on the things that we didn't get, or dwell on the what ifs. I know if I do this I will be happier.

2 comments:

jon and em said...

jon and i always laugh about the fact that we only made $800 a month our first year of our marriage! now we pay $895 just for rent!!

one time my mission companion asked me how much i made at my job before my mission. when i told her $10, her eyes got really huge and she said "you made $10 a day?!?!?" i didn't have the heart to tell her it was $10 and hour. she thought $10 a day was a fortune! how much we make is all relative i guess!

Tonee said...

You're right Heidi. Things and money really don't make people happy. You've got a wonderful husband and the best children ever, you're already rich! Love you!
Tonee