As I sit here I want to write what is on my mind. There has been so much lately that I get so emotional. I have been thinking a ton about my siblings. When we were little I would have never have thought that we would grow up to be like this. As of recent I feel so alone. I feel like I have NO ONE! As a little girl I always wanted to grow up and be friends with my sister and brothers, funny how none of us are really that close.
I can't even talk about it without crying. Songs come on the radio and I cry, I have become such a baby. I hate feeling this way.
I hope that I am raising my kids differently. I hope they will all grow up and be close, hang out and be best friends, and even if they aren't BEST Friends just to be friends would be great.
I just hope that all my siblings know how much I love them, and how much they mean to me. How much your kids mean to me. I love each and every one of you. Please know that if there is ever anything you need I will always be there for you.
Love always your sister Heidi.
Sunday, June 6, 2010
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I think that is a wonderful vision for you family...share it with them often. Talk about it and then when their actions towards each other do not reflect those feelings of friendship...remind them again. Have everyone sit down and imagine what a Christmas Party ten years from now would feel like...what is the atmosphere...imagine that you're all the best of friends. Start thinking about it now and create it! :)
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