Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Not sure what I would have done

So Saturday after receiving the wonderful letter from P.J. my Birth mom ran into him and his "I guess" New wife at Walmart. He had the girls, and Bethanie was the one who noticed my mom. She ran up to her and gave her a hug. My mom bless her heart gave P.J. a hug and acted very positive and nice. I think of wouldn't have been so nice. I probably would have kicked him in the butt! She is killing him with kindness. I just haven't come to that yet. I can't see past all the crap, It has just piled so high. Some day I hope he comes crying back, and I am not sure who will be there for him. Right now I would dare say none us. But then I think that family is always there for you no matter how high the pile of crap is.

2 comments:

Aislinn said...

the last line of your blog says it all... and that is SO SO TRUE!!

gatherum1 said...

Just remember that those who act the most unlovable need love the most. We all act weird when we feel threatened. Once the emotions get cleared out of the way the love will still be there.