Monday, May 3, 2010

Couldn't Sleep

So last night I went to bed about midnight, but I couldn't sleep. My family(siblings) was on my mind. I just wonder why none of seem that close? I guess I am having a hard time with the P.J. thing. For years, it has just been me and him. We were almost joined at the hip, and now nothing.
My whole life I have wanted to be close to my siblings, but with all of us having busy lives, we hardly ever see each other. It just makes me sad.
I know I have the coolest brothers in the world, I hear it from everyone! Kids that have them as scout leaders, and are friends with my boys. I Just wish that my kids could know them that way.
I just prayed last night that when my kids are older, that they will be best friends and want to hang out with each other. That they will always be there for each other, and that cousins will know and hang out.
I hope some day that things change for my family. I just want them all to know how much I love them and look up to them, for the great examples they are and have been to me, and even though we don't see each other a lot, I do love them.

1 comment:

Carly said...

I understand some of what you are feeling...I wish I were closer with my sibling. I have some friends who are so close with their siblings and I am often jealous and long for the same kind of relationship with my siblings. And I pray that my kids will be a lot closer and really there for each other now and as they continue to grow.