Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Beautiful Day

So this morning I got up way early (6:00) That is early to me, and I went on a marketing trip with my Hubby. He had to go to Price, and he was going alone so I said hey can I join you?!! He said well I was going to ask you.
Lucky for me things worked out and I was able to have Grandpa Paul and Grandma D watch Mary, Lili, and Bubb. Little Josh had to be to school early so we just dropped him off when we left this morning.
Josh and I were able to talk a ton. When we were first married our car was broken into, and our stereo was taken, rather than replace it we just learned to talk.
Over the years we find that we would rather talk than listen to the radio.
Today we talked about the lessons we had this last Sunday which was on prayer. I was glad that I went because I needed it. I told him that for a while I have been frustrated because I pray and I ask if we, Josh and I are meant to have more kids. I have done this for over a year. I haven't gotten an answer so I rephrase the question, and still no answer. So I have gotten pretty frustrated, and just stopped praying on a regular basis. As we were talking I came to this realization that I just need to be content with what I have. I need to stop dwelling on having another baby. I love babies, but I don't think I could deal with all the baby stuff again.
Right now my life is pretty perfect. I am grateful that I was able to have 4 beautiful healthy kids.
I enjoyed being with Josh today. The weather was kind of bad, but beautiful. We went over this mountain in I think it was fair view it was still covered with tons of snow, the snow was higher than the car, and at the top there was a white out. It was beautiful.
Also, on Sunday we got to talk to Lulu who is on a mission. She sounded so great. She asked us how our Book of Mormon reading was going, as we laughed. It is hard for me to sit down and read the Book of Mormon, do you know how many times I have read
1st and 2nd Nephi! Anyway it got me thinking, so We have been sitting down as a family and listening to the tapes while we all follow along. It has been kind of fun. I hope to have it read soon.

1 comment:

allison wright said...

so that is yours and joshs secret to success, talk. isn't life interesting with the trials and lessons we have to learn. i too loved talking to lu, she is just what i need to pick me up at times.