Hard to sit and listen

Yesterday we had a farewell in our ward. We love this family, and are so excited for them. We got up got ready, and off we went.
As we walked into the chapel I wanted to turn around and leave. There was a couple there that wasn't so nice to me and my family. He was our home teacher and when we needed him the most he turned his back on us. Same with his wife, I thought she was my friend but when times got hard, she made them harder. It didn't make me feel so good. I tried not to look at them, and when I did it wasn't nice.
How awful! What was I doing. I had to go back and remember the talk that was given on Saturday by Sister Oaks. In her talk it talked about Just Letting Go. It seems so easy until put in a situation. You think all your mean feelings are gone until you see someone who hurt you. How do you let it go? You truly have to forgive and forget. That is going to be a challange, but it is something I have to do. It has made me a misrable person. Even though I thought I had, I really haven't.