Sad

Today I am feeling a little sad. I have spent the last week with my brother and his kids. It had been two years since we had last seen each other. We had a blast. My days were full of fun instead of being home alone, and bored. His kids are adults now and that was weird. He seemed happy, and excited for his venture in Africa. He is in the Navy and they are sending him to Africa for a year. He lives in Japan, so we don't see each other a ton.
My kids just love him, and his kids. Last night we ate dinner at grandmas, and then watched a movie at my house. After the movie we all gave him hugs. I wanted to cry. I miss having him here in my life.
His kids live here with their mom, and we are all going to make sure we keep in contact. His daughter is beautiful, and smart. I enjoyed talking with her. I feel bad, she hasn't had it easy. I loved talking to her. We talked a lot, and I understand how she feels. I have been through some of the same things. I hope that I will be able to be there for her, and become good friends.