One of those days

Have you ever had one of those moments where you can't stop thinking about a person or a situation? I have, and it has been the hardest thing for me. I feel like because of a situation I have lost some friends. This whole thing has been hard because I am not a paitent person. I know that when they are ready to talk to me they will. But so many times I want to comment on their blog, because I still care for them, or I would just like to see how they are doing. I also realize that I need to be patient.Not everything is on Heidi time. I just want them to know that I do care for them, and I do think about them. I have felt bad. I hope things are going well for you and I love reading your blogs. Just know that I am sorry for the things that happened, and for things that were said.
Sunday my mom took my little niece to church. She was so excited to go and see her little friend that she hasn't seen in a while. When she went to class and saw that her little friend wasn't there she started to cry asking why she wasn't there. It isn't just hard on the adults. This situation has hurt more people than we know I felt bad for her. Kids don't understand how one minute someone is playing at your house and the next minute they don't even talk to each other. Life is hard.
I just know that for me I long for the friendships that are true. For the people who love me know matter what. I know that last year I was having a hard time. I wasn't sure who my friends were, so I just stopped hanging out with everyone. That is when I found the people who loved me and cared for me. It was amazing the people who supported me. I never knew that I had that many friends. I love my friends and I am grateful for them and their love. There is nothing like a friend calling when you are having a bad day, or just popping in to say hi. Thanks