Today I am sitting here waiting for the little kids that I watch to be dropped off. My little Mary is still sound asleep to the world.
I am sitting here thinking about how a treated my husband last night.
Last night I left to go to the gym with my friend Penny.My husband was home with the kids. Penny and I walked on the tread mills for 30min. Penny took Ben her son and I took Brandon one of my sons. We all had a good time.
When I returned home I found that my daughter Lili had been playing on our tread mill why daddy Josh had been lifting weights. Lili had gotten the tread mill going to fast and couldn't reach it to slow it down and ended up falling and burning her face, neck, shoulder and back. I was ticked off that Josh let her play on the tread mill, and I let him know that. How rude of me. Here he has come home early 4 or 5 times in the last two weeks so that I can go do things with my friends and I am mad at him because he lets the kids do things that I don't. How selfish. I feel really bad. He is the father and when I am not around he is in charge. I shouldn't question what he lets them do.
My grandma would be so mad at me right now. My whole family loves Josh and can't tell me enough that I have the perfect husband. I would have to agree. He is very loving and caring. He does so much for me and the kids. Putting up with me is a chore of it's own.
To My Husband I am truly sorry. Thank you for all the love and support that you show me. Thank you for coming home early and letting me go do things with my friends. I am sorry that I acted the way I did last night. You are a great dad, and you know what you are doing. I love you so much and I am sorry .
Love Heidi Sue
Friday, February 1, 2008
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2 comments:
that same thing happened to Nat the other day only she wasn't actually on it. i had it up to full speed and she was throwing her stuffed animals on it to see how far they'd get thrown off at the end, and she slipped and sort of fell on it on her arm. i grabbed her off just in time but she did get a nice burn on her forearm. i felt so bad! it didn't scare her enough to stay off though - every time i get on there, she cries because i won't let her play!
You and Josh are so sweet to eachother! I have to admit, I would have felt the same way as you did! Don't beat yourself up!
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