Thursday, August 30, 2007
ANGER
ANGER, is such a overwhelming feeling, a feeling that I have let over come me. A feeling that I never really had before. I try not to let things bother me, but latley I find my self so full of ANGER, that it's unreal. I have let it become me. This last past couple of months I have felt bad for my kids, because mom isn't the Happy go lucky mom that she used to be. I am mad at the world, I have even thought about leaving the church,and my kids don't deserve that. Why do we care so much about what others think or say? I have know Idea. But for me that has been a huge thing to overcome. I have had to realize that I don't care. If people think bad of me let them. If they are talking about the things going on if my family let them. I am tired of feeling ANGREY. I am so tired of all the BS that goes on and on and on. Yesterday was a hard day, I sent two of my kids to one school and one of my kids to another, and I am still trying to be at peace with that. So to get all my feeling out I am going to a councler. it's amazing the things that we keep bottled up can affect us so mcuh, even little things like being angry at someone. So I hope that soon, I will be the Happy go lucky person you all once knew. I just need to remember that I have a great family who I love with all my heart, I will always stand by them no matter what, I want my kids to feel like they can talk to me about everything they do and say.
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4 comments:
hang in there Heidi. all I can say is don't let it control you. if you let it take over, then you've given it power. some of your friends are wondering where the heck you've gone...
Amen to what Amy said. I have been thinking about you a lot lately and I guess I should do more than just think and actually pick up the phone. I love you Heidi!
you need to come to scrap booking on Friday. I have had a time in my life with a lot of anger too. The only thing I can say is pray, pray pray. Satan wants you to leave church but don't do it. You need the Savior now more than ever.
Heidi, You are so human! We have all experienced anger at one point or another in our lives. You will see this one through because of who you are and what you stand for. Replace the anger with a positive activity or by reading a book, it works for me.
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